These are some of my random writings. I thought I would keep them here in this blog and share them! They are fictional but as you know every fiction has some reality in them!

April 1, 2009

A letter to my Mother - part one

I sit and start writing, I am writing to you because somehow I cannot get these words out to you in person. I sit here and try to think what happened that I cannot talk to you, cannot tell you my wonderful news, or tell you anything about my new life? All I know is that if I do not tell you these things, I will somehow lose a part of myself. You raised me, loved me and cared for me for so many years. You raised me with your beliefs, thoughts and words. You raised me to be kind to others, show compassion and be generous. You would say to me: Be thankful to God that you have been given life and always remember God in your life. You raised me well and I cannot forget that, but now it seems that you have forgotten about me, or maybe you think I have forgotten about you. You only see what I do and wear, not the daughter that you raised. You think I have rejected your teachings and in essence rejected you. You only see hate and lies. I want to tell you that you are being lied to and taught hatred. Instead of listening to me, you listen to strangers - people who do not care about you, but I do. You say to me: why do you bow down to a false god, how could you reject all I taught you, you are rejecting me. I get so hurt by your words, yet you do not know how much it hurts. You are blinded by lies. I try and tell you: I bow down to God, the same God you worship, the one and only God, the same God you taught me to worship. You say: Don't blaspheme, it is not the same God, don't ever say that. Your words cut me. I say: God is great, God is great, He is the only one to worship, he is the One God. Praise be to Him who created the heavens and the earth and everything else!


  1. as salam aleykoum
    masha allah sister it is such affecting to read ur words indeed we just have one mother and it is difficult to be far from her no by kilometers distances but by gaps, opinion and belifs

    may God make it easier for u and may ur relation became as it is suppose to be ameen
    take care

  2. sister this is beautiful, such heart felt words!!

  3. This was so sad. May God make it easier for you and mend the pain you and your mother are going through and reunite you. Ameen.

  4. may Allah guides you and your mother to the straight path. amen.

    salaam sis.

  5. I don't know how you managed to be so strong.

    Khuda tujhey woh sab deyde jo mujh sey chooth gaya.