A letter to my Mother - part two

You send me out the door every morning with these words "Jesus help you" I cringe at it and realize that you only mean well, but under my breathe I say "God helps only" and I pray that you will be led to the right path, the only path! I can see that slowly you are slipping away from me as you delve more into the world you have chosen for yourself, or rather you think you have chosen. I can see that you are not the same person I grew up with, no, you are stronger in some ways yet in others ways you have strayed off of a path and gone onto another one. I pray to God that I am able to make you see the beauty of of His words, the beauty of worshiping only God, the wonderful perfection of not having to go through others to receive absolution! If you could only see that and not what others are teaching you. If only I could teach you and not let me fears, anger control me. If only I had the right words to tell you "God is One"